True it is that we have seen better days

"it's just so weird when you're so close yet, so far.. so cliche i know. but yes i cant help distancing myself from her. it's just so natural. our time has moved on and i dun see her anymore as anyone impt, someone that i find it essential to meet up with again. i think she got the message pretty clearly, but oh well, it's just difficult when you have mutual friends."

I got this from her blog. Thank goodness for blogs, in real life, everyone lies. "Dont take it personally" That is a load of crap. My first instinct was right and I was just as right to have followed it. That look of disgust and the reason why she did not want to see me there is now crystal clear.

I cant believe how right you were, no one is honest when you give them the chance to be. I called her and yes, asked about it. Yet, she pretended like nothing was wrong and nothing happened. And now that "we talked" about it, we were supposed to be cool about what happened that day. Well, at least that's whats happened in her eyes. We talked like old friends last night, everything was going well. Or so I chose to believe, that is until I saw what happened on her blog this morning. I was horrified. I'm still wondering whether us being able to catch up last night was a pretence on her part or whether she saw it as a genuine effort to make our friendship less distant.

To look at it logically, the sequence of events that happened were in this order, event --> talk --> blog post dated after the event. So ya, maybe things have changed since last night and the blog post can be disregarded as a random ranting. Maybe. Maybe not.

I knew the truth, she hid it from me, he opened my eyes, I found out how she really felt through indirect means and now I'm at a loss of what card to play next. The patch things up card of the cut off all strings one. This time it depends on whether she makes an effort, I've already tried last night. If it's not reciprocated, the friendship means nothing to me.